Perpetually posted at the top of my page is George F. Watts' painting 'The Minotaur' (1897). I am attracted to the piece in the most general aesthetic way possible; perhaps more importantly, it brings up some questions concerning interpretation that I think are worthy of addressing: how things become charged with meaning and how much the artist's interpretation counts.
When I first came across the painting (in the form of a small digital reproduction, much as it is presented here), I was struck by the pathos I felt for this character, most often portrayed as a monster. Here was an image of the infamous Minotaur, an accidental abomination locked away from the world, forced to live like an animal and feed on live humans, shown not battling Theseus or advancing upon a virgin but hanging out in his labyrinth, staring longingly out over the seas, alone. And what is that in his hand? Some fabric, a keepsake from his mother, perhaps? This vague blur of lightness: the beginning of an eternal spiral of personal concepts and metaphors. I found the picture beautiful and well-executed, and of course I related to the solitude and sadness I saw. We are behind him, looking in the same direction he is, gazing out with him, as opposed to being faced with the monster, the adversary. It fit in so well with my scheme that I decided to adopt it as the primary image on my blog, which I made primarily to make contact, a kind of lonely reach as I stare out into the world from my prison/home. I mean, I only felt like that a little bit, but like I said 'oh the humanity' etc.
Eventually it came to me that the thing under his big paw was a small crushed bird. When I decided to find out where the painting is currently displayed, I found some information regarding the artist's intentions, and they weren't exactly in line with my own.
According to the Tate's website the work was inspired by W. T. Stead's famous articles on child prostitution. Watts used the Minotaur in its persona as virgin-devourer, "gazing out to sea in eager anticipation of his prey; the small bird crushed by his mighty fist symbolizes the purity and vulnerability of youth." Victorian web prints the actual caption hanging with the painting: "In this terrible figure, half man, half bull, gazing over the sea from the battlement of a hill tower, we see the artist's representation of the greed and lust associated with modern civilisations."
No matter how much I believe in the equality of perspectives or the ultimate openendedness of virtually all art, when I hear the artist's aims clearly stated it is impossible for me to ever see the work again without that firmly in my mind. Thus the symbol became defective. I considered removing it, finding another "perfect" picture to begin each entry. Then I decided to keep it, but not to share this new information regarding its meaning-- I wanted to use the image in my way, and didn't want my readers' impressions of the symbols contaminated by the ideas of its artist or his present representatives (as it had been contaminated for me). Now I'm thinking my little story is better than no story at all, and that it's interesting that, due to this experience, the symbol for me has changed. Every sign is an infinity of signs; this painting also represents, among all possible things, the everlasting variety of meanings a given work of art can have.


